Wednesday is my new day off. Simply too busy at the store on Saturdays to take off. I work so fucking much and way too hard. Yet, so does most people in this world right now from what I can see. Double expresso shots bought between jobs. Mothers rushing to grab a coffee to start their day of work. The world is so nuts right now. Everyone rushing to get here and there. Rushing to make money to survive, not thrive, just to pay rent and buy food. I worked 15 hours yesterday. My body is feeling it today. Aches and pains and lethargy. The laundry is drying and then there will be the Walmart run for essentials. Wish I could just lay in bed today but when you only have one day a week off, things have to get done.
The world is different, in my perspective, when you are solo. I have no back-up plan, no relief for a crisis. I spent my whole life either married or in a relationship. This is a new experience. I'm trying to create a sembalance of a life for myself. My goal is to try to save money. I go tomorrow for my road test, then I will have my actual drivers license. Next on the list is a car. Car=Freedom. I am surprised that the life I have built for myself thus far has all happened without owning a car. I drove Sabrina's car the other day and once I got behind the wheel I realized just how much I miss driving. By March or April my roommates and I are planning to go our separate ways and owning a car will make it much easier. The anxiety I'm feeling about the upcoming plans isn't a bad kind, just the feeling that something new is going to happen. I hate change, but change usually works for the best.
Off to conquer the day!
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